| Hey Everyone! |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|10:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Oasis-Wonderwall & No Matter What-Def Leppard | ] |
Hello to everyone. I haven't updated in a long, long time. I hope that all of your summers are going great. Just think, we will be senior. WoW! That's so crazy. My summer has been super super busy. I can't find the proper furniture for my room. I am getting ues to cardboard boxes. But yeah I have narrowed it to 4 sets. Man are they nice. Things haven't really changed in my life, and I am trying to just be happy, but it is hard with so much that has happened. But anyways, enough of that. I miss all my friends at school. I am sorry that I haven't called you guys. I have been meaning too. Really. It's just this is like the busiest summer I have ever had. I was too busy to even vacation in San Antonio :( Which sucks! But "Choices had to be made" Oh well. I am baby sitting some doggies. They are so cute. And they like to jump on me. Their nails hurt. Well you guys I hope you all are doing well. Miss ya. Take care of yourselves, and let's see if we can survive this summer... HoTt!!! Well laters. |
|
|
| I have realized... |
[May. 24th, 2005|05:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pleased | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NIN-The Hand that Feeds (so obsessed with it right now) | ] |
Well. Everyone knows about who I like. But you know what, now that I know a little bit more about him, I realize that I was too hard on myself. I would still like to get to know him though. I know that there is someone out there for me. Oh well. Today was a nice day. And I found out that My mom and dad are going to buy me a nice camera for the end of the year present. YAY! Even though I was in the same class for four hours today, it was fun. We played cards. And even though the guys cheated, it was fun. It was nice. And I was thinking of an old friendship as I sat there. It was a hot day, but I wasn't thinking of the problems in my life right now. And now my dog is inside, and he is so cute. Aww, my Rocky. Well laters everyone. |
|
|
| Almost there |
[May. 24th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chairs rattling | ] |
Four more days of school. yes. then I can get better. This afternoon was cool. Play cards with some people. So it was nice. Nothing was bothering me... except for this annoying girl. Who told me to be quiet, and she seems to not shut up. |
|
|
| I Have tried |
[May. 23rd, 2005|02:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sam talking, don't mind though | ] |
I have tried. Not everyone is perfect. Everything is just falling apart on me, and I can't take it anymore. So many things. I just hope God continues to be with me right now in my time of need. |
|
|
| Wonder |
[May. 15th, 2005|09:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Cure - The Perfect Girl | ] |
Sometimes we all wonder who are friends are. Who truly are our closest friends. It is not always who it seems to be. It may not seem to be, but the heart and mind truly know. |
|
|
| Yes I am still ill. |
[May. 11th, 2005|09:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Cure- Friday I'm In Love | ] |
Why am I sick? I hate it. I feel like I have been drugged or something. Not that I would know what it really means to be drugged at all. So I am going to miss two days of school. Oh Well. That's all that is really new. I still have a crush on my Romeo, that won't change till probably we are out of high school. So yes my friends, that means another year. But I won't try to make it "so dramatic" as you call it. Awe. Well anyways we got a big picnic for the Astronomy Club this weekend. Looking forward to that and spending time with my friends. And I better not be sick. No, I am going to be better. I have to. Well that's all for now. Good luck to everyone who is still going to take AP tests. Please hope and pray that I get better, because it hurts and sucks. Well laters everyone. |
|
|
| One Of those Days |
[May. 1st, 2005|02:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
Friday wasn't that good of a day. Yesterday was a Holy Day for me yesterday, so it was nice. I went to Kona Creek with my family last night and I got to have an "adult drink", and I didn't exactly get drunk, I was just a little blitzed. But I am ok. I won't forget about last night. Hee hee. Manana I got an AP test, and I am kinda nervous about that. I am hope I will be alright. I will probaly study for it today... eventually. Well it is a lazy day. Laters |
|
|
| Men, can't live with them, can't live without them |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Be Yourself - Audioslave | ] |
You know guys are confusing. I thought that after living with four of them for my whole life, I could understand them. But maybe I just don't understand guys, I may get men. Oh well. Anyways, it was an a-ok day. Kinda nice in a way. At lunch today I was mostly talking about elementary. Man many years ago. Yes I was talking about those years. Not so much of you know who. Oh he looked nice today. I really say that a lot. Anyways, yeah I got a big AP test on Monday so I am kinda scared about that. AH. Hopefully I will be find. In like 30 days I am considered a senior. AHH! It is a scary thought you know? It will be really sad to leave all your friends and crushes behind. But is also the time to be serious on what we are going to do with our lives. I know I don't want to marry a half ass husband, and I don't want my husband to marry a half ass wife. I can't believe I just said that. Bad me! I hope to go into architect and interior decorating. Or maybe computer graphics. Well I will see. So anyways I am just here writing cause I don't want to do my homework. I hope my friend Mel is better. She is a good friend. But you see I am a bad friend, I am not interesting, and I don't even see my best friend anymore, and she lives like so close. I am too busy to hang with her. Bad me again! Well hopefully my life will simplify, I will just go now and day dream about this guy.... |
|
|
| Meh... |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kamelot | ] |
Well today was an a-ok day. He is so cute and I really like him. I was so happy yesterday. Ok well anyways. My friends brought their sister's puppy afterschool to show to us. It was so cute. The little baby is so so so so so cute. It kept licking me and teathing and scratching my face. The puppy didn't do any harm though. It was cute. Ok now that I am happy, one of my closest friends is now down. But it is about a guy. Damn those men, we just have to have an attraction to them. WHY?! It's because they need us just as much as we need them. It is so difficult. I know she will get pass it. Hopefully she will get hooked up with some hott guy that she will rub in our face, and if it won't be that hott of a guy, it will be a nice guy. And that is what she deserves.
Not every relationship does last. It is just how life is. An not everything happens the way we want it to. If things were the way I wanted them to be, A. I would be thinner and prettier B. I would be going out with the guy I like and C. I would have my Silverado. I think that is where dreams and hopes come into our lives. They can always remain. So I hope my friend cheers up. Well that's it for today. Oh and it is RoCkY's birthday today. YAY! I know corny. He is still my baby. Well laters everyone. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|06:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Goo Goo Dolls | ] |
I am so so so so so so happy!!! THings are good. Oh YAY! I can't believe it! |
|
|
| Men are Jerks |
[Apr. 19th, 2005|06:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Red Hot Chili Peppers | ] |
SO yeah this guy that I really like won't let me say hello to him. I don't know what I did that pissed him off. Or mabye I hurt him in some way. I guess it is my fault. I guess I am that hideous. It is just that he says hello to my friend, who I am walking right next to, but then he puts his head down. I mean I don't mind them saying hello to eachother, I just can't understand why he doesn't want me to tell him alone. It hurts, cause I don't know what I did. I keep trying to not let it bother me, but I just love his style, and I can't forget when I first met him. :( I just really want to get to know him, and at least be his friend.
Well anyways we start taking these TAKS tests manana. And I better pass them or I am going to be really pissed off. Seriously. Yeah stupid tests. Meh.
SO let's see what else is new. Nothing really. Just that my head is like lost somewhere. I am not the person that I should be. Oh well that is it for now. Laters |
|
|
| Men are Jerks |
[Apr. 19th, 2005|05:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Red Hot Chili Peppers | ] |
SO yeah this guy that I really like won't let me say hello to him. I don't know what I did that pissed him off. Or mabye I hurt him in some way. I guess it is my fault. I guess I am that hideous. It is just that he says hello to my friend, who I am walking right next to, but then he puts his head down. I mean I don't mind them saying hello to eachother, I just can't understand why he doesn't want me to tell him alone. It hurts, cause I don't know what I did. I keep trying to not let it bother me, but I just love his style, and I can't forget when I first met him. :( I just really want to get to know him, and at least be his friend.
Well anyways we start taking these TAKS tests manana. And I better pass them or I am going to be really pissed off. Seriously. Yeah stupid tests. Meh. |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
rockyrock18's journal